Why is it that I continue to give in to my emotions and feelings?
Why do I just let things overwhelm me?
Why is it that I care what others think of me?
Why do I want to be...
accepted, loved, held tightly and told that I am wanted?
Why do people not believe me when I shed the walls that protect me?
Will I ever find someone that will love me for me?
Will I ever find someone that is a friend that I can share everything and anything?
I believe its my time...I have done my share of bad things yes, but I deserve someone to love me. I want that special someone to give themselves to me. I had that someone or so I thought and now I have nothing. I am just going to retreat to my shell like a hermit crab and waste away my time thinking of what could have been.
