Poem

Seeing your face staring at me from my computer screen
Your eyes piercing my soul like a needle piercing fabric
Eyes like razorblades slashing at my heart with fierceness

You have a spell over me and I feel as though you can read my mind
The words you say and the things you do make me smile
You also know the way to pull my strings and make me cry

I crave your mind, body and spirit
Craving you like a pizza craves sauce or a sandwich craves bread
We share a special bond that is indestructible

Talking with you makes my day a thousand times brighter
I am a complete person with you in my life
I never knew what love was until you

Poem

I look into your eyes and you lay there motionless frozen like a statue
Your face is so solid and unmoving
Eyes sullen and glazed over, I can barely tell if they are open

I try make a joke to get a laugh out of you
I try tickling you to make you giggle
I try nibbling at your neck and your earlobe

No matter what I do I can not change your facial expression
You wont budge like a puppy pulling against its owner on its leash
Just when I have almost given up hope

I decide to wrap my arms around you
Pulling you in close against my body
Our bodies meshed together like one

My fingers lace between yours and I gaze deeply into your eyes
I lean into you and put my nose against yours
Your hot breath feels nice against my lips

I gently kiss your lips
Lightly like a butterfly floating through the air
Then I nibble on your lower lip and tell you I love you

Finally success, your face muscles move
A ray of sunshine erupts from your mouth like water flowing from a hose
A smile so bright it radiates and fills the room with light

Music: Glasvegas - Geraldine

This is one of my current favorite songs. I am dedicating this to M.R.C.

Poem - Numb

My heart and soul is in a constant state of flux
Because once again I am alone
I hate how things ended
I hate knowing that I have caused pain
Numb to the world
I pinch poke and prod myself hoping I will wake up from this nightmare
Knowing that I won;t and that I am caught in this black hole void of delusion
Wishing things were easier
Wishing that I had not said things to make someone feel bad
I had feelings deeper for you than I ever had
I don't know what to do anymore
My mind body and soul are numb

Poem - Trust In You

This is dedicated to my muse, the person that inspires me in life, love and everything I do..I trust you and always will

I walk to the ledge ready to take that next step
Knowing that you will be there to catch me
With your strong yet gentle hands

I trust you with my soul

I take that step with ease
You are there ready and waiting with your arms spread wide
Gripping me close to your body

I trust you with my heart

Hanging on not letting go
Never giving up on you
Always keeping the faith

I trust you with my thoughts

We share so much in common
Both of us linked in so many ways
Our thoughts are fused together as one

I trust you with my love

I have never loved someone the way I love you
My respect for you is never ending
My love for you grows every day

I trust you and know that you feel the same
I love you baby

Poem - The Concert

A mass of people all waiting for the show to begin
The excitement of what is about to happen
The crowd feeds on the energy like ants on a fallen popsicle

Air thick with a myriad of smells
The smell of bodies coming together mixed with the cigarette smoke and incense
Your perfume overpowers me as you are close by drowning out all other smells

Your hand in mine as we wade through the crowd of people
We are in the corner of the room and have a good view
The show is about to start and the crowd presses us together

Our hips collide and you pull me in front of you
You wrap your hands around my tummy pulling me int you
I can feel your heat pounding and your breath on the back of my neck

You rest your chin on my shoulder as you kiss me
I love the feeling of your lips on my skin as the music starts
Your lips brush my ear and my smile widens on my lips

The music pulses through our bodies as you run your fingers along my waist
Dipping your fingers down inside rubbing against my tummy
Your lips sucking in time with the beat against my neck

My heart beats thump thump thump to the bass of the guitar
The lights send sparkles off of my eyelids and I begin to see stars
You hold me up tight against your body

We are at one and I feel so at peace with you
I want you to slide your hand into my pants right there
Its dark enough and no one will see us

You make my body so hot and wet
A bead of sweat runs down my brow and down my chest into my tank top
I need you and crave your touch against my skin

You suck my skin into your mouth and I moan your name
No one can hear me over the sound of the music
I moan your name oh babe god dont stop

I am in bliss with you
I am in bliss with life
Our life is full of more emotion and feeling than any concert could ever be

Poem - Breaking Thru The Waves

Swimming up stream against the currents
Fighting my hardest to stay afloat
The icy waters churning around me

A vortex swirling trying to suck me under
I swim faster not giving up
My muscles ache and bones shaking

Pushing myself to exhaustion
My breaths escaping my lungs in long gasps
Water seeping into the corners of my mouth

Spitting it out as quick as it comes in
I have to breathe thru my nose to even survive
Life is one big wave of crashing down upon me

I can make it through the wave
The undertow tosses me this way and that
I fight my way to see which end is up

I am not giving up on myself
Not going to let the current take me away to the depths of the abyss
I swim with all my might and can see the light shining through the ocean

My head breaks through
I take a deep breath of fresh air
My lungs sting from the saltwater

The sun beats down on my face
I feel the warmth of it drying my skin as I climb out onto the beach
I lay there breathing and relaxing not wanting to get up

Soon I get up to trudge forward
Moving upwards and onwards
A smile crosses my face, I have made it I am in one piece

Poem - Sweet Sensations

Lollipops, gum drops and sweets fill my mind
Sliding down candy cane slides and riding waves of chocolate
Sunbursts light my way down a path of peeps

Sweettarts bouncing in my pocket with every step
Chocolate covered raisins fall from the skys
I lay content in my sugar induced coma

Sour patch kids holding my arms and legs in place
They soon let me go
Because they are both sour and sweet

Jellybelly concoctions swirl in my mind with the endless possibilities of creation
Buttered Popcorn, blueberry muffin, chocolate roast coffee
All from a little bean its amazing

Alexander the grape waging a grapelicious war for my taste buds
Johnny Apple Treats fighting to win my attention as well
Oh no Mr Melon, is about to jump into the fray as well

Its okay I swear
I can love you all
My special treats, sweet , sour and all together wonderful

Poem - The Massage

The room is lit with candles emitting a nice glow in the dark room
The oil is beside the bed warm and ready to be used
Towels placed in the middle of the bed

I have you lay down naked on your tummy
I am in a tank top and underwear
I begin massaging your scalp working out the tension in your head

Tracing my fingers down the back of your neck to you shoulder blades
I use my nails to gently rub up and down your shoulders and back to the middle of your back
The oil runs over my fingers and onto your back as I begin to kneed the flesh of your shoulders and upper back
A soft moan escapes your mouth from the pent up tension in your muscles

I straddle your lower back and continue to mass your back
Up and down hard and soft
I take my top off and lean into your back
My nipples rubbing stiffly against your back as I kiss you gently on your neck and ear

I kneel beside you and begin to massage your lower back
Running my hands down your spine to the upper globes of your ass
I take more oil and drizzle it onto your ass cheeks and watch as it cascades down between your thighs and onto your legs

I run my hands gently from your thighs to your calves
Reaching your feet and litfing them one at a time
Massaging lightly along the bottoms of your feet and in between your toes

I slide my hands up your thighs rubbing your inner thighs
You slowly part your legs and I can see your mound from behind glistening with oil and likely your juices

Slowly I begin to slide my hands up your thighs my thumb gently pressing against your lips
A deep moan escapes your mouth as I slide my hands up to your ass
Grasping each cheek I massage the soft skin of your ass in my hands
Slowly pulling your cheeks open and closed

I gently run a finger between your cheeks over your rosebud and ease it in between your wet lips and you moan
My finger sliding into your up to the knuckle
The walls of your pussy sucking on my finger like an infant sucking a bottle as I enter another finger inside you

You are so wet I whisper in your ear as I nibble on your earlobe
My leg wrapped around your thigh gently pushing my mound into you
I piston two fingers deep inside you, your hips bucking to meet each thrust

Moans escape our mouths as we writhe in pleasure our bodies as one

Poem - Snow Angel

Crisp air of chills my skin as I walk out the door
The impending snow can be smelled in the air mixed with a log fire off in the distance
Wind blows against my coat as I bundle up tighter to keep my bones from rattling

My coat is not enough to keep the cold out
Chills creep in through tiny spaces in my armor of clothing
Making my warm exterior icy cold

I look up into the heavens yearning for your warmth
Knowing that you are not near me in my time of yearning
Wishing I could be in your arms our body heat mingling to warm us up

The first flake hits my cheek and melts like a tear spilling down onto my shoulder
I close my eyes and let the flakes land on my closed eyelids feeling like cold little kisses from you
Flakes fall faster onto my face and the rest of my body

Snow has begun coating the ground in a blanket of white as fine as silk
I lay down with arms outstretched ready to welcome the snow on my body
Sticking my tongue out and tasting the flakes

Colder than I have felt, not because of the weather but because of being alone
Wishing you were laying on the ground next to me giggling and making snow angels
Running and having snowball fights and wrestling each other to the ground

I see a figure coming towards me through the snow and mist
It looks like a person, it looks like you
It IS you, my own personal snow angel making my life complete

Poem - Neverending Love

Feeling so alone in my my own skin
Thoughts of love and hope are within my grasp
I stretch to reach for you but I feel you are lost to me for good

Without you in my life I feel a cavernous pit has been gouged into my soul
One that can never be filled without you or your love
I can try to fill it with the lust of others but nothing completes me like you

You have captured my imagination like the grandest dream one could dream
A dream of hope that makes your life feel full of joy
Before you were in my life I was a dried up leaf blowing along in the wind

I had no direction or focus not knowing which way is up or down
You inspired me to be a better person to care for myself and others again
Lost without you in my life I begin to drift again here and there

I am broken and damaged goods
Wishing that you would pick me up and dust me off
And see the joy that I can bring to your life

Poem - The Kiss

A chill runs down my spine like a piece of ice sliding across tile floor
My mouth begins to water thinking of your lips on mine as I kiss you deeply
Gently sucking in your bottom lip as I crave your taste

Like sweet and sour all mixed up into one blissful explosion
You have my pulse pounding and my heart feels like its ready to explode
My knees get weak as I kiss you hungrily wanting more and more

I slide my fingers through your hair pulling your lips closer to mine
Slide my hands and caress the contours of your face
Taking in your softness with every second

Your eyes bore holes into my soul
I know what you are thinking and our minds are one
You want more, you need more just like I do

I slide my hands down your back holding you tightly
Not wanting to let you go for fear that I will wake up from this wonderful dream
Am I dreaming or is this real

I feel so at ease with you and so close to you right now
Tongues dancing to the beat of our hearts
Our bodies are one as we kiss

Poem - Onlooker

I am an onlooker staring at the object of my desire
Only a few feet from me
But still hopelessly out of reach

Wanting to reach out and grab it
Standing on my tip toes straining
Almost grabbing it but still just barely out of reach

Getting closer and closer with each lunge
Moving farther and farther away each time from me
Frustration sets in like an alarm that never stops

Tears run down my face as sorrow takes over for my imminent loss
Seeing my desire slipping into the arms of another right in front of me
Knowing that all hope is LOST

Wanting to fight for what I want but realizing its too late
I decide to turn around and go the other way knowing that there are other more beautiful objects that will fill my cup of desire even FULLER
I head off with the sun shining and the wind at my back

Poem - Wishing I Could Turn Back Time

Lashing out in rage
I tear you apart with words like fangs
Biting, ripping away at you piece by piece

Seeing the tears in your eyes
The scared expression on your face
You cower away

My words tearing at your soul with every breath
Wanting to quit but so out of control
Like a speeding car without brakes

Not sure if I can turn back
Would not know where to go
Cant take back my words even if I wanted too

Angry on the outside
Crying on the inside
I seacrch for the strength to know what to do, where to go from here

Poem - Waiting For You

Why is love so confusing and harsh
One minute it is there and going full steam ahead
The next it is crashing violently against a brick wall
You smile at one blissful moment and then you are gasping for air as your heart is ripped from your chest
Each attempt at joy falls flat like a hot air balloon rapidly losing air
Weightless your stomach drops as you fall freely int the sky
Please notice me I scream against the wind as tears well in the corners of my eyes
My voice is nothing more than a squeak in the vast noise around me
Wishing I could be heard, noticed or even looked upon
I deserve more from you and do not want to be second place
I want to be first in your heart and mind
I know we have a lot of our lives ahead and being tied down is scary
I am here for you holding your hand willing to take that leap with you
Here to help you stay focused and on course in your life to reach your goals
Willing to make time to be with you despite our different schedules
I know you are scared but dont be, simply let me in
I am willing to wait for you to make up your mind
I am not giving up and will stand my ground and let in so we know one another
Please oh please do not take too long
I dont want you to miss out on a life you could have
Take a chance on me, I am worth it I promise

Poem - Up Against The Wall

I smell your scent like a hunter can smell its prey
You are nearby and unable to escape my power
I am ready to pounce on you and devour you like a tiger

I have you in my sights and you dont see me coming
I begin to circle you growling with desire
I am getting closer and closer to you with each stride

I am behind you and have my arms around you before you can utter a scream
I am pushing you against the wall ripping your shirt from you and hold your arms above your head
I place a deep and passionate kiss on your lips as I stare dreamily into your eyes

My lips kiss your forehead, cheek and neck
Sucking, nibbling then biting the length of your neck
You feel my cold teeth on your warm flesh and it is amazing and overpowering

A moan escapes your lips as your eyes shutter closed for a brief second
I grab your belt from your jeans and use it to bind your hands and hang it on the nail above
Your knees want to buckle and feel like jello as I kiss you chest inch by inch

I suck your nipple of your right breast into my mouth and nibble it gently
I tweak your left nipple between my fingers
That does nothing to quench my desire and longing for you

I smell your arousal and hear your moans which stokes my fire even more
I cant get enough of you and I pull your pants down in one quick motion
Your juices have run down the inside of your thighs from your excitement

Juices glistening on your mound and lips are as exotic as a morning dew on blades of grass
I want to taste you and am not going to ask your permission and begin to kiss down to your pussy
I kiss your navel biting you as I go leaving little marks where my teeth have been

I bite your hip as I squeeze your ass cheeks in my hands pulling them open and closed
Running a finger inside the crease of your ass and feeling your rosebud
I slide a finger deep in your ass up to my knuckle as I kiss your pussy for the first time

Spreading your thighs further apart by nudging them with my head
I am now able to gain more access to your pussy so I suck your fleshy lips into my mouth
They taste of salty sweetness that is so mouthwatering my panties are soaked through

I suck your clit into my mouth nibbling gently and sucking hard and deep for long then letting up and back again
I slide two fingers deep inside you pushing them in as far and as hard as I can
All the while I am looking up at your face as you are whimpering in ecstasy as I continue to slide my finger in your rosebud

I twirl you around the leather of your belt twisting into your wrists and push you up against the wall
I bend down by your ass spreading your cheeks to lick you and suck on your rosebud
My fingers are inside you again as I rub your clit in a furious motion

I release your wrists and catch you before you fall to the ground pushing you towards the bed
I lay on top of you grinding my pussy into yours in a quick frenzy not wanting this ride to end
Our juices mixing as one as I pull your right leg up to your chest so I can fuck you

I bend over to kiss your and suck your lip into my mouth and then nibble on your neck
I want you to cum for me baby I moan in your ear
Cum with me I moan as we both orgasm in a crashing crescendo

I collapse on top of you as our sweaty bodies become one
I look into your eyes and we know how much we yearn for one another

Poem - For The One I Love

I love the way your look when you are excited
How you bite your lip and your eyes light up
The devilish smile on your face like we have a shared secret

I could stare at you for hours like a fine work of art
Never quite seeing the same thing twice
Shadows and the light opening new views

Wishing I could jump into the canvas with you
Thoughts of holding you creep into my head
Feeling your body hold me close and your breath on the nape of my neck

Your scent is exquisite and I cannot get enough
So sweet and overpowering I want to bathe in your glory
Wishing you were a fine perfume I could wear with me wherever I went

Everything about you is beautiful,perfect and special
When we talk I feel like I am part of an inside joke whenever I am with you
I smile like a goofball hoping and praying no one will see me

But in reality not giving a damn if anyone did
I am at peace with you and madly in love with you
You are the missing piece in my life and I have you to fulfill my hopes and wishes

Poem

I am re-posting my poetry on here from my Myspace blog. I hope you enjoy and leave me some comments.

Walking along holding hands
Barefoot in the grass the blades tickle our toes
A breeze blows the smell of fresh lilac all around us

Perfect is the day we spend together
My soul is at ease, I am at peace
Your energy mixes with mine to become one

A slight rain shower begins coming slowly then in torrents
Raindrops begin to pelt our skin
Rolling down our face, in our eyes and onto our chins

I grip your hand harder as we run for cover under the nearby tree
Our shirts soaked through to the skin our nipples visible and erect
I pull you close to me and gaze into the pools of your deep blue eyes

Heat radiates from our bodies to keep us warm
I reach up to brush your hair out of your face
Stroking my hand onto your cheek I lean in to your ear
Whispering I love YOU

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Kisses and Hugs,
Jenn