Poem - Tears Rolling

Tears Rolling Down My Cheeks
I want out of here out of this box I feel as though I am confined to
Life at times feels so hard and complicated that I don't know what to do
Tears Fall Onto My Pillow Staining It
Should I know what to do with myself
How will things end for me, is everything all planned out?
I just want to be liked and maybe loved by some so desperately.
Stupid as it may be I care so much for how others view me.
I want people to not overlook me
To not think I am just some other girl
As I reach out to you but you turn your back on me
Begging and pleading for your affection but I get no response
I want you in my life even if its as a friend
Will you have pity on me as I get to my knees and apologize to you
Life is not as sunny without you in it