Sorry for the pain I have caused
I am like a walking explosion
Blowing peoples hearts and feelings to bits
Moving slowly
Doing damage to many
Sorry for what I have done
Stopping immediately
But is it too late
The hate is already built up for me
I am enemy number one
I have dug my own grave
Life will not be the same
I can only move forward and redeem myself
If this is the worst thing I have done
Then I have nothing to worry about
Yes it was bad, but I am not a crack dealer or murderer
All I can ask is your forgiveness
I will work myself out of this hole
Fighting tooth and nail
Shouting at the top of my lungs
Letting everyone know that I am sorry
I am human and have made a mistake
Life can go on
Turning your back on your fellow human being is never wise
No matter what they have done
Please give me the opportunity at redemption
Poem: Isolated
Isolated against the world I feel like a shipwrecked soul
The sand on my skin like sandpaper rubbing
Breaking me down day in and day out
The warm saltwater bathes my skin
Sun beating down on my head heating my hair like a warm blanket
A crab walking across the sand is my only friend
Its red body hardened by the elements much like me
A home of leaves keeps the rain off of me
Stars are my personal night light
I long for companionship
Despite the fact that I am away from the stresses of daily life
I am missing out on so much
I am isolated and alone
The sand on my skin like sandpaper rubbing
Breaking me down day in and day out
The warm saltwater bathes my skin
Sun beating down on my head heating my hair like a warm blanket
A crab walking across the sand is my only friend
Its red body hardened by the elements much like me
A home of leaves keeps the rain off of me
Stars are my personal night light
I long for companionship
Despite the fact that I am away from the stresses of daily life
I am missing out on so much
I am isolated and alone
Current Mood: Upset
Frustration
Sorrow
Anger
Worry
Anxiety
The above emotions are coursing through my body currently. Just thought I would share.
Sorrow
Anger
Worry
Anxiety
The above emotions are coursing through my body currently. Just thought I would share.
Poem: Removing The Pain
The pain spreads through your body
Like a drink spilled onto a tablecloth
Your body soaking it up and taking it all in
I wish I could stop it
Fight it for you
Take your pain
Stop your hurting
If I could I would trade places with you
Despite your pleadings not to
Knowing that I am not able to
Willing to give you anything I can to make your days brighter
Because if you smile I smile
If you laugh I laugh
Making you happy is my mission in life
Not going anywhere
Don't give up on yourself or on me
I am not running away
Here to hold you in my arms
Taking you to another place far far away from sickness and pain
Like a drink spilled onto a tablecloth
Your body soaking it up and taking it all in
I wish I could stop it
Fight it for you
Take your pain
Stop your hurting
If I could I would trade places with you
Despite your pleadings not to
Knowing that I am not able to
Willing to give you anything I can to make your days brighter
Because if you smile I smile
If you laugh I laugh
Making you happy is my mission in life
Not going anywhere
Don't give up on yourself or on me
I am not running away
Here to hold you in my arms
Taking you to another place far far away from sickness and pain
Poem: Crush From Afar
I wrote this poem per the request of one of the ladies on the AfterEllen forum. Thanks for the recommendation. I look forward to other members recommending poem ideas!!
You pass me by everyday on our way to class
A smile on your face and a confidence in your step
Your Coffee in your hand
Backpack carelessly slung over your shoulder
Your ipod headphones in your ears as you move to your own music
Wanting to talk to you but not knowing what to say
A lump in my throat every time I begin to speak
Palms sweaty with anticipation
My heart beats faster and faster the closer I get to you
Turning away at the last moment
Wishing I had the courage to approach you
Afraid of rejection and worried that you will not notice me
Worried I don't have a chance in hell at winning your love
Everyday we go through the same door
I tell myself I will stop you each day and make small talk
Today is the day and I am going to make it happen
You only live once and I am going to take a chance
You pass me by everyday on our way to class
A smile on your face and a confidence in your step
Your Coffee in your hand
Backpack carelessly slung over your shoulder
Your ipod headphones in your ears as you move to your own music
Wanting to talk to you but not knowing what to say
A lump in my throat every time I begin to speak
Palms sweaty with anticipation
My heart beats faster and faster the closer I get to you
Turning away at the last moment
Wishing I had the courage to approach you
Afraid of rejection and worried that you will not notice me
Worried I don't have a chance in hell at winning your love
Everyday we go through the same door
I tell myself I will stop you each day and make small talk
Today is the day and I am going to make it happen
You only live once and I am going to take a chance
Poem: Lightning Strike
Lightning can strike anywhere
It is random like winning the lottery
Never striking the same place twice
It can strike the same person more than once
I feel like I have been struck by lightning
Feeling the energy all around me
Being with you has made me feel this way
Electricity moves throughout my body
Feeling the tingling throughout my arms and legs
Like pins and needles lightly prickling my skin
Wind blowing against me like a blustery gust of wind
Rain pelting against my skin
Matting my hair to the back of neck
My shirt clinging to my skin
Water sloshing in between my toes
It is random like winning the lottery
Never striking the same place twice
It can strike the same person more than once
I feel like I have been struck by lightning
Feeling the energy all around me
Being with you has made me feel this way
Electricity moves throughout my body
Feeling the tingling throughout my arms and legs
Like pins and needles lightly prickling my skin
Wind blowing against me like a blustery gust of wind
Rain pelting against my skin
Matting my hair to the back of neck
My shirt clinging to my skin
Water sloshing in between my toes
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