I slide through my day without a care in the world
Numb to everyone around me
I have built a wall up around me to protect my heart and soul
Not sure of which way to go
Moving upwards the light of the sun shines down upon my cold body
The sun warms my skin so quickly I fear I will char my delicate skin
I am forced to go down into the dark despair which is my normal life
The dark so black that you cant see more than a few inches in front of your face
I curl into a ball to keep myself warm and safe
Slowly I lose my sanity because of the lack of human contact
I am alone, utterly alone
Reaching out I try to find someone to have human contact with
Everyone else is so far away and out of reach
I am so utterly alone
With no hope of redemption I close my eyes forever
