Showing posts with label Thoughts of the Day. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts of the Day. Show all posts

Thoughts of the Day

I have just been informed that people were talking behind my back about stuff. If someone does not like me or has a problem with me please tell me. I already know I am a fuck up and would appreciate hearing it from others.

Thoughts Of The Day

I am so angry and upset
You put words in my mouth without a care
Ignored me as if we shared nothing
You don't trust me you say
You don't know me you say
No one is perfect
I never meant to hurt
Never meant to cause pain
I would never tell you something that was not true
To gain your favor, to gain your love
All I wanted was to share a tale of your day with you
To entertain you with my day and my silly headedness
I have messed up yes and I have made mistakes
Running away is never the answer
I am here working to gain your trust back
You have some work to do too, it is a two-way street
Spending time together was fun and special
I wait here for wounds to heal trying to mend my broken heart
Blame is placed on me and I am not the only one that is guilty
I scream at the top of my lungs but nothing comes out of my mouth
I fear that nothing will come out again
My voice is gone
I am helpless and isolated
Please don't give up on what we had

Thoughts of the Day

What can I do to win someone back as a friend? This is what I am currently thinking. I am wishing that I had an answer for that. Does anyone had any ideas on what I can do to have certain people be my friends again? You may wonder why I care or why I want people in my life that are completely ignoring me. Well its just this simple. Knowing that I have wronged someone makes me sick to my stomach more than any night of binge drinking or stomach virus I could ever have. I think to myself that everyday I looked forward to talking to them and that I am now completely shut off it is very hard. It's much like a smoker trying to quit someone. I am the kind of person that is able to forgive a lot easier I guess. Life is too short for me I don't know what the future holds. That is why I feel the urge to fight to gain friendships. Please I beg of you give peace a chance and give me another chance. I wish I knew what to say or do to compel you that being my friend is something of value.

If anyone has any advice I would greatly appreciate it. If anyone knows the lost friends that I speak of please consider reaching out to them on my behalf. My heart aches for closure. And not the type that is severing all forms of communication.

Valentines Thoughts

I have a lot to offer I am of value
A friendship with me is worthwhile
I have faltered and made many a misstep
Now am trying to head down the right path
On the road to redemption and forgiveness
Only wanting to bring peace and love with me
Joy can be had if you want it
I am here to offer it and add a smile to your face
Life can be so dark and dreary without someone
Feeling isolated and alone is the worst feeling
Enemy number one a target on your back
Don't shoot me I plead
Give me a chance to be your friend
I wont let you down
I have love to give

Thoughts of the Day

This is a good song by When In Rome called The Promise. I believe that songs have a way of encapsulating our lives and this song does that to me right now.

If you need a friend,
don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end,
I'll always be there.

And when you're in doubt,
and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around,
and I'll be there.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.

When your day is through,
and so is your temper,
You know what to do,
I'm gonna always be there.

Sometimes if I shout,
it's not what's intended.
These words just come out,
with no gripe to bear.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.

I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya, I gotta tell ya, I gotta tell yaaaa ...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will ...
I will...
I will...
I will

Always on My Mind

This is one of my favorite songs...I love all the versions of it but especially love the Pet Shop Boys version that I have posted below.

Maybe I didnt treat you quite as good as I should
Maybe I didnt love you quite as often as I could
Little things I shouldve said and done, I never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didnt hold you all those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you, Im so happy that youre mine
If I made you feel second best, Im so sorry, I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
Satisfied

Little things I shouldve said and done, I never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didnt treat you quite as good as I should
Maybe I didnt love you quite as often as I could
Maybe I didnt hold you all those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you, Im so happy that youre mine

(maybe I didnt love you...)

Thoughts of the Day


Today is a momentous occasion for celebration. I have taken some time to watch CNN today and their coverage of the Barach Obama's Presidential Inauguration. I am very excited at the possibilities that our country is now on the verge of. Yes we have a lot of challenges ahead of us as a country but we also have a lot to be proud of. I am confident for the first time in a long time my country. I am very proud to be an American.

For those of you that have not seen it here is Barack Obamas Oath and Inaugural Address:


For your information, there will be regular updates of what is going on via the new White House website. Check it out...

www.whitehouse.gov