So thick and sexy I extend my tongue to lick you Entering the forest of love Your taste is wonderful Your smell enchanting I am enveloped into you Your juices flow onto my tongue Your flower opens to me I am in pure bliss
The moment I saw you a fire raged through my body You reach to hold my hand Pulling me in close I gaze into your eyes It is as if I am looking into a pool of shimmering water I see you looking back at me I see myself in you We are one in the same Life is complete Fate has brought us together
The darkness surrounds me like a cloak laying heavily against my chest Sitting down upon me like a thousand sumo wrestlers I can not breathe no matter how hard I try I feel all alone and scared like a child who climbed a tree and now is afraid to come down The fragile limbs of my life are shaking under my weight with the wind blowing against my skin My eyes peer below as I look down about the people As they move along going about their lives I scream out for help wishing someone was there to guide me down I feel your hand on my shoulder Finally someone is here to guide me
Pulling you close to me I begin to drip the warm chocolate down our chests The feel of your nipples rubbing against my chest as I kiss your lips I begin to kiss your neck and chest your skin salty and sweet Gently nibbling on your flesh at first I run my hand over your left breast Cupping it in my hand as I pull you close to me the coating our skin Kneeling in front of you I kiss your stomach and work my way up The chocolate covers my face as I kiss the underside of your breasts I kiss around the side of your breast as I tweak your nipple A moan escapes your mouth as I slide your erect nipple into my eager mouth Sucking you into me feeling your rubbery nipple grazing the side of my mouth Glancing up into your eyes my lips leave your breast Your eyes closed in ecstasy as I begin to kiss down your chocolate covered tummy I nibble on your belly button snaking my tongue in and out Stopping to drizzle more chocolate to keep this sweet journey going south Your thighs spread wide awaiting my chocolate concoction of lust Licking your thighs I kiss my way to your clit gently sucking it into my mouth Spreading your lips I slide a chocolate cherry inside of you Pulling it out with my lips and then sucking it into my mouth Loving the taste of you, chocolate and cherries
Awoken from a slumber I feel you next to me The warmth of your body radiating against mine I feel your slight movement in bed with each breath you take Feeling at peace and whole for the first time in a long time My arm draped over your hip Fingers tracing the curve of your spine Loving the soft touch of my skin against your flesh I don't know what to do without you in my life My days are free from worry with you A ray of sunshine has opened up breaking down the wall of a dreary day My days of desolation are over Knowing that anything can be possible between us The future can not hold us back
I cant stop thinking why I do the things I do What leads me down the path of self destruction I wonder how much anyone could care for me if I don't care for myself Wanting and hoping for a better life I struggle with my own dreams Dreams that turn into nightmares with the flip of a switch One moment I am living a happy idyllic life and the next I am weighed down The deepest despair resting upon my shoulders like rusty shackles never to be removed People tell me that life is worth living and that "I would be missed" I could never bring myself to leave this world the world I despise at times Because I know that there is a silver lining to every cloud As cheesy as that may sound I am hoping that it is actually true Life could be much easier if people shared their thoughts and were more open I want to be open with all of you about my thoughts and wishes Please do the same with me, for the love of anything that is holy do that for me For my sanity and out of compassion for another human being There are a number of bridges that I have burned and I regret that I fear that there is no way to ever repair them I think that people are not willing to forgive People say I should move on and not care about what others think of me That is easier said than done I would give anything for another chance A chance to rewind the movie to the beginning and not spill the popcorn
I have just been informed that people were talking behind my back about stuff. If someone does not like me or has a problem with me please tell me. I already know I am a fuck up and would appreciate hearing it from others.
Tears Rolling Down My Cheeks I want out of here out of this box I feel as though I am confined to Life at times feels so hard and complicated that I don't know what to do Tears Fall Onto My Pillow Staining It Should I know what to do with myself How will things end for me, is everything all planned out? I just want to be liked and maybe loved by some so desperately. Stupid as it may be I care so much for how others view me. I want people to not overlook me To not think I am just some other girl As I reach out to you but you turn your back on me Begging and pleading for your affection but I get no response I want you in my life even if its as a friend Will you have pity on me as I get to my knees and apologize to you Life is not as sunny without you in it
I am struggling to find a life worth living If only I could have the warm lick of a dog against my cheek on a cold day Or feel the bliss of sleeping next to the woman I love as she spoons against my body The smell of salt in the air from the waves breaking nearby All of these things remind me of a happy moment in my life A moment I wish I could bottle up and store for a rainy day Wanting and hoping for more than I can ever have Dreaming of a day of happiness with someone to hold I have been shattered not once, but twice my heart lays mangled on the floor Being walked over by people not paying attention without a care for my well being A life worth living continues to slide farther and farther from my grasp I run fast against the wind to catch this so called "life worth living" to no avail Panting I lunge my body forward not knowing if I can make it I wish I could finally find happiness I dream of a better day to come Waking in a cold sweat I lay in bed realizing I am all alone And even further from my life worth living
A razor sharp as a thousand shards of glass Ripping, shredding, slicing The pain shoots through my body like a fire out of control The blood trickles down my arm like a warm blanket Eyes big and fighting the blackness The razor lies in my hand cold and hard to the touch My life oozes away with each lifeless pump of my heart I lay there waiting the inevitable Ripping, shredding, slicing
I slide through my day without a care in the world Numb to everyone around me I have built a wall up around me to protect my heart and soul Not sure of which way to go Moving upwards the light of the sun shines down upon my cold body The sun warms my skin so quickly I fear I will char my delicate skin I am forced to go down into the dark despair which is my normal life The dark so black that you cant see more than a few inches in front of your face I curl into a ball to keep myself warm and safe Slowly I lose my sanity because of the lack of human contact I am alone, utterly alone Reaching out I try to find someone to have human contact with Everyone else is so far away and out of reach I am so utterly alone With no hope of redemption I close my eyes forever
Why is it that I continue to give in to my emotions and feelings? Why do I just let things overwhelm me? Why is it that I care what others think of me? Why do I want to be... accepted, loved, held tightly and told that I am wanted? Why do people not believe me when I shed the walls that protect me? Will I ever find someone that will love me for me? Will I ever find someone that is a friend that I can share everything and anything? I believe its my time...I have done my share of bad things yes, but I deserve someone to love me. I want that special someone to give themselves to me. I had that someone or so I thought and now I have nothing. I am just going to retreat to my shell like a hermit crab and waste away my time thinking of what could have been.
I had a decent day today and thought I would share. I did not get much accomplished, but that is what a Saturday is for. I fear that I will not be accomplishing much on Sunday either. Today I went to get my car washed, it was in a very sad state and in dire need of a cleaning. Then I went to see Watchmen. It was a decent movie, not great but decent. There are some funny parts that I was not expecting to see lol. I did laundry today and will finish some up tomorrow. I have been watching Pearl Harbor tonight on tv.
I have come to the realization that I am doomed to failure and to be alone.
Losing your way can actually be fun and enlightening when you want it to happen Taking a long drive on a road that you don't know where it will take you Seeing the trees pass by my window no leaves on them Like people with arms open and waving waiting to hug me and hold me tight I drive past like a banshee on a bicycle with no brakes Slamming my feet to the pavement to try and stop my movement I feel the concrete tearing at the heels of my sneakers I flip over the handlebars flying head over heels Landing on the ground looking up at the sky Grey swirls of clouds stare back at me The gavel of the pavement on my elbow making tiny indentations into my skin I am lost, far from home Not knowing where to go Not knowing who to turn to Looking for the light at the end of the tunnel Suddenly a hand reaches out to me I reach to take it grasping it and pulling myself to my feet with her aid Loving the texture of her warm skin in the palm of my hand Much more comforting that the cushioned handle bars of my bicycle I dont want to let her go Maybe I am not going to be lost for too much longer Or maybe we will be lost together
I roll around with you in pure bliss Our bodies pressed together Like a flower pressed in between the pages of a book Flatten and meshed together like one Our lover never ending Not knowing where I end or you start I roll with you on a never ending journey of exploration The smell of our love lingers in the room like a whimsical perfume lingering in an elevator for everyone to smell We roll on into the night and for all nights to come Nothing can stop us aw we gain momentum down the hill of life Encountering bumps along the way Each bump melding us together like titanium Our love continues to roll on
when your sparkle evades your soul i`ll be at your side to console when your standing on the window ledge i`ll talk you back from the edge i will turn your tide be your shepard and your guide when your lost in the deep and darkest place around may my words walk you home safe and sound when you say that im no good and you feel like walking i need to make sure you know thats just the prescription talking when your feet decide to walk you on the wayward side up upon the stairs and down the downward slide i will turn your tide do all that i can to heal you inside i`ll be the angel on your shoulder my name is geraldine, im your social worker
What do you do when two of the girls that you have fallen in love with in your life start dating? No, not jump off a cliff believe me I have thought of that, but I am scared of heights. I want to scream at the top of my lungs Why am I not good enough is the question that I ask myself? Am I not good looking enough? Do I have some major character flaw that makes me unappealing? Why am I so Unlucky in love?
I have come to the following conclusions... I fall for people that are not emotionally stable and available for me. I fall for women that may just like me for my looks. I fall for women that take for granted someone that wears their hearts on their sleeves.
Like a boxer that has been beaten to a pulp for one too many rounds I stagger and fall to the mat Asking myself if I should get up The crowd cheering in the background wanting success I wonder if I can get to my feet Legs wobbly like jello, I cant get my balance I fight on the ropes not for my life but for my sanity I have to make it Have to get up and finish despite the obstacles in my way
I am so angry and upset You put words in my mouth without a care Ignored me as if we shared nothing You don't trust me you say You don't know me you say No one is perfect I never meant to hurt Never meant to cause pain I would never tell you something that was not true To gain your favor, to gain your love All I wanted was to share a tale of your day with you To entertain you with my day and my silly headedness I have messed up yes and I have made mistakes Running away is never the answer I am here working to gain your trust back You have some work to do too, it is a two-way street Spending time together was fun and special I wait here for wounds to heal trying to mend my broken heart Blame is placed on me and I am not the only one that is guilty I scream at the top of my lungs but nothing comes out of my mouth I fear that nothing will come out again My voice is gone I am helpless and isolated Please don't give up on what we had
Laying on my back in a pool of water as black as a starless sky I float silently staring at the sky watching the stars pass by overhead Floating aimlessly without a care in the world A calm sets in throughout my body and I feel weightless Ripples spread out in the water with every movement My arms and legs making circular motions in the cool water Wind blows over my body cooling my skin Goosebumps form all over my body I close my eyes and relax, going deeper into my mind I look back down upon myself and see my body motionless and at peace The water is never ending and calm and like a drug to me I float endlessly on a wave of ecstacy
Your scent excites me like adding gasoline to a raging bonfire My nostrils on fire and tingling I reach out my tongue to taste you Spreading you apart and licking your flesh Feeling your soft hair brush against my nose as I lick you lick you Deep strokes with the flat of my tongue Moving up to suck on your clit Sucking it gently into my mouth and flicking it back and forth with my tongue Your juices flow into my mouth like a cascade of flavor Your hips gyrate with each thrust of my tongue Moans escape your mouth as I penetrate you with my finger I continue to suck your clit Grabbing your hips I pull you into my face harder not wanting this ride to end You arch your back trying to push harder into my waiting mouth Your breathing is ragged as you grab my head Running your fingers through my hair My hand reaches up to tweak your nipples You moan my name as wave after wave of pleasure erupts from your body
What can I do to win someone back as a friend? This is what I am currently thinking. I am wishing that I had an answer for that. Does anyone had any ideas on what I can do to have certain people be my friends again? You may wonder why I care or why I want people in my life that are completely ignoring me. Well its just this simple. Knowing that I have wronged someone makes me sick to my stomach more than any night of binge drinking or stomach virus I could ever have. I think to myself that everyday I looked forward to talking to them and that I am now completely shut off it is very hard. It's much like a smoker trying to quit someone. I am the kind of person that is able to forgive a lot easier I guess. Life is too short for me I don't know what the future holds. That is why I feel the urge to fight to gain friendships. Please I beg of you give peace a chance and give me another chance. I wish I knew what to say or do to compel you that being my friend is something of value.
If anyone has any advice I would greatly appreciate it. If anyone knows the lost friends that I speak of please consider reaching out to them on my behalf. My heart aches for closure. And not the type that is severing all forms of communication.
I have a lot of thoughts rolling around my head right now like change in the dryer Change that has fallen out of my jeans pockets Hot to the touch like fresh chocolate chip cookies I reach in to grab them out wanting to make use of them Reaching in it feels like I am grabbing a hot stick of butter from the microwave Not able to get a grip Slip sliding away in between my fingers Grease drenches my skin clogging me up Unable to move forward I attempt to keep my senses about me Not knowing which way is up Wanting to grab out and get a hold of my thoughts I can't give up not without a fight Scratch and claw like a schizophrenic fighting to win over against my personalities Finally I place the last hinge on the cage to hold my thoughts in place My thoughts are finally under control I am in control now
I have a lot to offer I am of value A friendship with me is worthwhile I have faltered and made many a misstep Now am trying to head down the right path On the road to redemption and forgiveness Only wanting to bring peace and love with me Joy can be had if you want it I am here to offer it and add a smile to your face Life can be so dark and dreary without someone Feeling isolated and alone is the worst feeling Enemy number one a target on your back Don't shoot me I plead Give me a chance to be your friend I wont let you down I have love to give
You were taken from me in the night Like a blanket not quite fitting over my legs feet uncovered and cold The place next to me where you used to lay your head is empty Slightly warm and indented from where your body lay Your smell lingers in the bed and Stray pieces of hair lay on the pillow where you head used to lay Gone like a mystery that may never be solved Steadfast you were there for me together we slept Joy and laughter emitted out mouths and shown on our faces Like permanent makeup never to come off that is suddenly wiped away I wait for you to return to my side Hoping you will come back one day to brighten my day Your presence was not my entire life I can survive without you Your body and soul enriched my life so much I search for you near and far hoping to find you once again Never giving up hope
She reaches her hands into her jacket pockets trying to tunnel deeper to keep warm Crisp air chilling her face as she breathes out the warm air from her lips The blood rushes to her skin causing her skin to turn a shade of pink The wind blowing all around her causing wisps of hair to come undone Jacket tightening and scarf fluffing to keep the warmth of her body in The rumble under her feet begins as she waits for the coming train on the platform Rushing and whirring all around the train comes into the station Passing her by with a constant vibration stirring her and shaking her body Electricity in the air from the motion makes the hair stand up on her neck The train comes to a thunderous stop in front of her with a slight screeching The doors open and the passengers flood by her Pushing past her in their hurry to go about their lives Lost in the moment she hesitates her feet unable to move or take the next step Her feet stuck to the concrete of the platform Wiling herself to take the next step into the train The warm air inside the train caresses her skin like an inviting blanket The doors shut behind her and the train begins to move forward Reaching up she grabs the steel pole as she steadies herself The steel cold from the air warms from her touch Sitting next to the window she gazes out into the cityscape passing her by
I am done Giving up all hope I am at the lowest of low All I want is a second chance Instead I am swept under the rug Discarded with the trash of the day Left along the side of the road like a tree branch Blown down by a gust of wind
This is a good song by When In Rome called The Promise. I believe that songs have a way of encapsulating our lives and this song does that to me right now.
If you need a friend, don't look to a stranger, You know in the end, I'll always be there.
And when you're in doubt, and when you're in danger, Take a look all around, and I'll be there.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will.
When your day is through, and so is your temper, You know what to do, I'm gonna always be there.
Sometimes if I shout, it's not what's intended. These words just come out, with no gripe to bear.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you...
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will.
I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya, I gotta tell ya, I gotta tell yaaaa ...
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you...
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise) I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise) And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will ... I will... I will... I will
I am done with this so called life This one that I try to live Day by day creeping along Sucking in air that is toxic yet sustaining Done with the environment of cold hearts A fire burns with in my throat I scream out in anger Life swirls around me like a vacuum sucking up the remains of the day I am tired and weak but continue to engage Tired of all the bullshit and fucking games Wishing for it all to end I try to be thoughtful of others I truly do My actions get whipped back in my face Shooting at my like a hose on full blast My mind swims trying to catch my breath My body attempts to remain stable I am about to give up I am done
Holding tight not wanting to let you go I feel the warmth of your body pressed against my skin Your silky hair caresses my face like a soft pillow I can lay on for hours Its silky and smooth and feels wonderful against my cheek My arms wrap around your back holding you tight Wishing I could hold you like this forever Not letting go Laying here letting the sun shine down on us from the window Light flickering in through the blinds Particles of dust floating in the air I love the way our bodies mesh together as one Your breath on my ear as you whisper that everything will be okay Pure heaven Holding you tight
A dozen knives cutting my skin I feel like I have jumped through a plate glass window Shattered to bits the shards of glass pierce my skin The blood running down my arms and legs Pooling on the ground I feel my pulse in my ear Thump, thump, thump, thump I apply puffy white gauze to my wounds The blood soaks through Its a never ending process Ground around me filled with discarded bandages All with bits of my soul on them I cling to my wounds wishing the bleeding would stop All hope seems lost at times No end to the madness may seem to be in sight I cant give up hope, I must persevere
This is one of my favorite songs...I love all the versions of it but especially love the Pet Shop Boys version that I have posted below.
Maybe I didnt treat you quite as good as I should Maybe I didnt love you quite as often as I could Little things I shouldve said and done, I never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind
Maybe I didnt hold you all those lonely, lonely times And I guess I never told you, Im so happy that youre mine If I made you feel second best, Im so sorry, I was blind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied Satisfied
Little things I shouldve said and done, I never took the time You were always on my mind You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
You were always on my mind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind You were always on my mind
Maybe I didnt treat you quite as good as I should Maybe I didnt love you quite as often as I could Maybe I didnt hold you all those lonely, lonely times And I guess I never told you, Im so happy that youre mine
Today is a momentous occasion for celebration. I have taken some time to watch CNN today and their coverage of the Barach Obama's Presidential Inauguration. I am very excited at the possibilities that our country is now on the verge of. Yes we have a lot of challenges ahead of us as a country but we also have a lot to be proud of. I am confident for the first time in a long time my country. I am very proud to be an American.
For those of you that have not seen it here is Barack Obamas Oath and Inaugural Address:
Your arms wrapped around my stomach Chin resting on my shoulder Standing on the edge of the Grand Canyon looking out into the sky At peace with each other No worries and No Pain Feeling your breath on my skin Smelling your sweet perfume intoxicate my soul You hold me close to you Not letting me go We stabilize each other Feet planted on the ground solidly Each of us helping the other to stand tall and strong The cool desert air chills our skin Feeling the goosebumps on my arm your rub them to keep me warm Loving the way you make me feel We stare off into the setting sun
Sliding through the blades of grass at a snails pace My body undulates against the ground like a snake slithering Feeling the dirt and moisture all around me I want to stand up and dust myself off but cant see what I am doing The grass is too tall and it blocks the sun Surrounded by darkness on all sides Cold sets in and my body becomes chilled Bones brittle and grinding together with each movement I reach for support grasping out But there is nothing there but fragile grass Finally I muster the strength to stand My body racked with pain I grimace forward towards the light The cold dusky sky clouds at my back Pain lingers but I move forward not giving up hope Taking one step at a time Finding a nice open area with a chair Sitting to relax my aching muscles I take in the sun Letting it energize and rejuvenate my body Hoping for peace in this dark world I look forward onto the openness of life I will linger here longer
Sorry for the pain I have caused I am like a walking explosion Blowing peoples hearts and feelings to bits Moving slowly Doing damage to many Sorry for what I have done Stopping immediately But is it too late The hate is already built up for me I am enemy number one I have dug my own grave Life will not be the same I can only move forward and redeem myself If this is the worst thing I have done Then I have nothing to worry about Yes it was bad, but I am not a crack dealer or murderer All I can ask is your forgiveness I will work myself out of this hole Fighting tooth and nail Shouting at the top of my lungs Letting everyone know that I am sorry I am human and have made a mistake Life can go on Turning your back on your fellow human being is never wise No matter what they have done Please give me the opportunity at redemption
Isolated against the world I feel like a shipwrecked soul The sand on my skin like sandpaper rubbing Breaking me down day in and day out The warm saltwater bathes my skin Sun beating down on my head heating my hair like a warm blanket A crab walking across the sand is my only friend Its red body hardened by the elements much like me A home of leaves keeps the rain off of me Stars are my personal night light I long for companionship Despite the fact that I am away from the stresses of daily life I am missing out on so much I am isolated and alone
The pain spreads through your body Like a drink spilled onto a tablecloth Your body soaking it up and taking it all in I wish I could stop it Fight it for you Take your pain Stop your hurting If I could I would trade places with you Despite your pleadings not to Knowing that I am not able to Willing to give you anything I can to make your days brighter Because if you smile I smile If you laugh I laugh Making you happy is my mission in life Not going anywhere Don't give up on yourself or on me I am not running away Here to hold you in my arms Taking you to another place far far away from sickness and pain
I wrote this poem per the request of one of the ladies on the AfterEllen forum. Thanks for the recommendation. I look forward to other members recommending poem ideas!!
You pass me by everyday on our way to class A smile on your face and a confidence in your step Your Coffee in your hand Backpack carelessly slung over your shoulder Your ipod headphones in your ears as you move to your own music Wanting to talk to you but not knowing what to say A lump in my throat every time I begin to speak Palms sweaty with anticipation My heart beats faster and faster the closer I get to you Turning away at the last moment Wishing I had the courage to approach you Afraid of rejection and worried that you will not notice me Worried I don't have a chance in hell at winning your love Everyday we go through the same door I tell myself I will stop you each day and make small talk Today is the day and I am going to make it happen You only live once and I am going to take a chance
Lightning can strike anywhere It is random like winning the lottery Never striking the same place twice It can strike the same person more than once I feel like I have been struck by lightning Feeling the energy all around me Being with you has made me feel this way Electricity moves throughout my body Feeling the tingling throughout my arms and legs Like pins and needles lightly prickling my skin Wind blowing against me like a blustery gust of wind Rain pelting against my skin Matting my hair to the back of neck My shirt clinging to my skin Water sloshing in between my toes
A bird flies gracefully through the air Swooping in and out of the clouds As the bird veers to the left one of its feathers comes loose The feather drifts aimlessly Spiraling to the ground Moving with the wind The air blowing through it as it moves about It reaches the earth Coming to rest under the shade of a mossy oak tree Grass moist from the early morning dew Blades of grass cling to the feather The feather is nestled like a baby in the arms of its mother As the bird continues to fly never noticing a missing feather
It pains me to know that I have hurt you I don't like knowing you are sick, hurt or in pain I feel even worse knowing that I have caused it When I feel like I am ready to give up, you are there for me Bringing joy in my life and putting a smile onto my face I feel like I am soaring through the clouds on a warm day The wind is at my back propelling me through the air Your smile brings a smile to my face and a warmth to my heart Sharing time with you is something I cherish Everyone makes mistakes and you love me despite my faults I know this because I love you despite your faults A longing is present for you that shakes me to the core I love sharing my day with you Sharing my feelings hopes and dreams Talking about random adventures Wanting to hold you in my arms Making everything better
I have always loved this song. A friend posted a comment about listening to this and I thought I would post two versions of it here for your listening pleasure. It is hauntingly beautiful and very powerful. The choir version was used in Platoon one of the best Vietnam War films.
WTF... Do the words I love you mean to you Apparently not much Within less than a week you are with another My heart is melting A fire has consumed my soul Wishing I had never fallen for you Wishing I had never been willing to invest myself in you In your words I am "clingy" In my mind I am caring Yes, I wear my heart on my sleeve My heart is not there to be smashed It actually makes me a sensual and caring individual I am full of passion I am speechless....WTF
The music is playing Whistles blowing all around me in joy of celebration Confetti falling to the ground People hugging and kissing Wishes of the new year being passed on I force a smile to cover my frown Despite being surrounded I feel more alone than ever Wanting no one else around me but you I try to think happy thoughts A tear almost escapes my eye I know I should be happy but life is hard I go outside to escape Getting fresh air to clear my mind Needing a fresh start in life and love I look to the future and the possibilities are endless My future is hopeful and enticing It is a new year and a new start!
