My heart and soul is in a constant state of flux
Because once again I am alone
I hate how things ended
I hate knowing that I have caused pain
Numb to the world
I pinch poke and prod myself hoping I will wake up from this nightmare
Knowing that I won;t and that I am caught in this black hole void of delusion
Wishing things were easier
Wishing that I had not said things to make someone feel bad
I had feelings deeper for you than I ever had
I don't know what to do anymore
My mind body and soul are numb
