Loving this new video and song, what does everyone think?
Poem - Rolling
I roll around with you in pure bliss
Our bodies pressed together
Like a flower pressed in between the pages of a book
Flatten and meshed together like one
Our lover never ending
Not knowing where I end or you start
I roll with you on a never ending journey of exploration
The smell of our love lingers in the room like a whimsical perfume lingering in an elevator for everyone to smell
We roll on into the night and for all nights to come
Nothing can stop us aw we gain momentum down the hill of life
Encountering bumps along the way
Each bump melding us together like titanium
Our love continues to roll on
Our bodies pressed together
Like a flower pressed in between the pages of a book
Flatten and meshed together like one
Our lover never ending
Not knowing where I end or you start
I roll with you on a never ending journey of exploration
The smell of our love lingers in the room like a whimsical perfume lingering in an elevator for everyone to smell
We roll on into the night and for all nights to come
Nothing can stop us aw we gain momentum down the hill of life
Encountering bumps along the way
Each bump melding us together like titanium
Our love continues to roll on
Lyrics That Mean Something To Me Now
The lyrics below are from Geraldine by Glasvegas.
when your sparkle evades your soul
i`ll be at your side to console
when your standing on the window ledge
i`ll talk you back from the edge
i will turn your tide
be your shepard and your guide
when your lost in the deep and darkest place around
may my words walk you home safe and sound
when you say that im no good and you feel like walking
i need to make sure you know thats just the prescription talking
when your feet decide to walk you on the wayward side
up upon the stairs and down the downward slide
i will turn your tide
do all that i can to heal you inside
i`ll be the angel on your shoulder
my name is geraldine, im your social worker
i see you need me
i know you do
when your sparkle evades your soul
i`ll be at your side to console
when your standing on the window ledge
i`ll talk you back from the edge
i will turn your tide
be your shepard and your guide
when your lost in the deep and darkest place around
may my words walk you home safe and sound
when you say that im no good and you feel like walking
i need to make sure you know thats just the prescription talking
when your feet decide to walk you on the wayward side
up upon the stairs and down the downward slide
i will turn your tide
do all that i can to heal you inside
i`ll be the angel on your shoulder
my name is geraldine, im your social worker
i see you need me
i know you do
Poem - Questions
What do you do when two of the girls that you have fallen in love with in your life start dating?
No, not jump off a cliff believe me I have thought of that, but I am scared of heights.
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
Why am I not good enough is the question that I ask myself?
Am I not good looking enough?
Do I have some major character flaw that makes me unappealing?
Why am I so Unlucky in love?
I have come to the following conclusions...
I fall for people that are not emotionally stable and available for me.
I fall for women that may just like me for my looks.
I fall for women that take for granted someone that wears their hearts on their sleeves.
Like a boxer that has been beaten to a pulp for one too many rounds I stagger and fall to the mat
Asking myself if I should get up
The crowd cheering in the background wanting success
I wonder if I can get to my feet
Legs wobbly like jello, I cant get my balance
I fight on the ropes not for my life but for my sanity
I have to make it
Have to get up and finish despite the obstacles in my way
No, not jump off a cliff believe me I have thought of that, but I am scared of heights.
I want to scream at the top of my lungs
Why am I not good enough is the question that I ask myself?
Am I not good looking enough?
Do I have some major character flaw that makes me unappealing?
Why am I so Unlucky in love?
I have come to the following conclusions...
I fall for people that are not emotionally stable and available for me.
I fall for women that may just like me for my looks.
I fall for women that take for granted someone that wears their hearts on their sleeves.
Like a boxer that has been beaten to a pulp for one too many rounds I stagger and fall to the mat
Asking myself if I should get up
The crowd cheering in the background wanting success
I wonder if I can get to my feet
Legs wobbly like jello, I cant get my balance
I fight on the ropes not for my life but for my sanity
I have to make it
Have to get up and finish despite the obstacles in my way
Thoughts Of The Day
I am so angry and upset
You put words in my mouth without a care
Ignored me as if we shared nothing
You don't trust me you say
You don't know me you say
No one is perfect
I never meant to hurt
Never meant to cause pain
I would never tell you something that was not true
To gain your favor, to gain your love
All I wanted was to share a tale of your day with you
To entertain you with my day and my silly headedness
I have messed up yes and I have made mistakes
Running away is never the answer
I am here working to gain your trust back
You have some work to do too, it is a two-way street
Spending time together was fun and special
I wait here for wounds to heal trying to mend my broken heart
Blame is placed on me and I am not the only one that is guilty
I scream at the top of my lungs but nothing comes out of my mouth
I fear that nothing will come out again
My voice is gone
I am helpless and isolated
Please don't give up on what we had
You put words in my mouth without a care
Ignored me as if we shared nothing
You don't trust me you say
You don't know me you say
No one is perfect
I never meant to hurt
Never meant to cause pain
I would never tell you something that was not true
To gain your favor, to gain your love
All I wanted was to share a tale of your day with you
To entertain you with my day and my silly headedness
I have messed up yes and I have made mistakes
Running away is never the answer
I am here working to gain your trust back
You have some work to do too, it is a two-way street
Spending time together was fun and special
I wait here for wounds to heal trying to mend my broken heart
Blame is placed on me and I am not the only one that is guilty
I scream at the top of my lungs but nothing comes out of my mouth
I fear that nothing will come out again
My voice is gone
I am helpless and isolated
Please don't give up on what we had
Poem - Floating
Laying on my back in a pool of water as black as a starless sky
I float silently staring at the sky watching the stars pass by overhead
Floating aimlessly without a care in the world
A calm sets in throughout my body and I feel weightless
Ripples spread out in the water with every movement
My arms and legs making circular motions in the cool water
Wind blows over my body cooling my skin
Goosebumps form all over my body
I close my eyes and relax, going deeper into my mind
I look back down upon myself and see my body motionless and at peace
The water is never ending and calm and like a drug to me
I float endlessly on a wave of ecstacy
I float silently staring at the sky watching the stars pass by overhead
Floating aimlessly without a care in the world
A calm sets in throughout my body and I feel weightless
Ripples spread out in the water with every movement
My arms and legs making circular motions in the cool water
Wind blows over my body cooling my skin
Goosebumps form all over my body
I close my eyes and relax, going deeper into my mind
I look back down upon myself and see my body motionless and at peace
The water is never ending and calm and like a drug to me
I float endlessly on a wave of ecstacy
Music I Am Diggin Right Now
Passion Pit is a very cool band that is just indescribable. Have a listen and see if you can categorize them. I had trouble so just have a listen.
Poem - The Scent of A Lover
Your scent excites me like adding gasoline to a raging bonfire
My nostrils on fire and tingling
I reach out my tongue to taste you
Spreading you apart and licking your flesh
Feeling your soft hair brush against my nose as I lick you lick you
Deep strokes with the flat of my tongue
Moving up to suck on your clit
Sucking it gently into my mouth and flicking it back and forth with my tongue
Your juices flow into my mouth like a cascade of flavor
Your hips gyrate with each thrust of my tongue
Moans escape your mouth as I penetrate you with my finger
I continue to suck your clit
Grabbing your hips I pull you into my face harder not wanting this ride to end
You arch your back trying to push harder into my waiting mouth
Your breathing is ragged as you grab my head
Running your fingers through my hair
My hand reaches up to tweak your nipples
You moan my name as wave after wave of pleasure erupts from your body
My nostrils on fire and tingling
I reach out my tongue to taste you
Spreading you apart and licking your flesh
Feeling your soft hair brush against my nose as I lick you lick you
Deep strokes with the flat of my tongue
Moving up to suck on your clit
Sucking it gently into my mouth and flicking it back and forth with my tongue
Your juices flow into my mouth like a cascade of flavor
Your hips gyrate with each thrust of my tongue
Moans escape your mouth as I penetrate you with my finger
I continue to suck your clit
Grabbing your hips I pull you into my face harder not wanting this ride to end
You arch your back trying to push harder into my waiting mouth
Your breathing is ragged as you grab my head
Running your fingers through my hair
My hand reaches up to tweak your nipples
You moan my name as wave after wave of pleasure erupts from your body
Thoughts of the Day
What can I do to win someone back as a friend? This is what I am currently thinking. I am wishing that I had an answer for that. Does anyone had any ideas on what I can do to have certain people be my friends again? You may wonder why I care or why I want people in my life that are completely ignoring me. Well its just this simple. Knowing that I have wronged someone makes me sick to my stomach more than any night of binge drinking or stomach virus I could ever have. I think to myself that everyday I looked forward to talking to them and that I am now completely shut off it is very hard. It's much like a smoker trying to quit someone. I am the kind of person that is able to forgive a lot easier I guess. Life is too short for me I don't know what the future holds. That is why I feel the urge to fight to gain friendships. Please I beg of you give peace a chance and give me another chance. I wish I knew what to say or do to compel you that being my friend is something of value.
If anyone has any advice I would greatly appreciate it. If anyone knows the lost friends that I speak of please consider reaching out to them on my behalf. My heart aches for closure. And not the type that is severing all forms of communication.
If anyone has any advice I would greatly appreciate it. If anyone knows the lost friends that I speak of please consider reaching out to them on my behalf. My heart aches for closure. And not the type that is severing all forms of communication.
Poem - Controlled Thoughts
I have a lot of thoughts rolling around my head right now like change in the dryer
Change that has fallen out of my jeans pockets
Hot to the touch like fresh chocolate chip cookies
I reach in to grab them out wanting to make use of them
Reaching in it feels like I am grabbing a hot stick of butter from the microwave
Not able to get a grip
Slip sliding away in between my fingers
Grease drenches my skin clogging me up
Unable to move forward I attempt to keep my senses about me
Not knowing which way is up
Wanting to grab out and get a hold of my thoughts
I can't give up not without a fight
Scratch and claw like a schizophrenic fighting to win over against my personalities
Finally I place the last hinge on the cage to hold my thoughts in place
My thoughts are finally under control
I am in control now
Change that has fallen out of my jeans pockets
Hot to the touch like fresh chocolate chip cookies
I reach in to grab them out wanting to make use of them
Reaching in it feels like I am grabbing a hot stick of butter from the microwave
Not able to get a grip
Slip sliding away in between my fingers
Grease drenches my skin clogging me up
Unable to move forward I attempt to keep my senses about me
Not knowing which way is up
Wanting to grab out and get a hold of my thoughts
I can't give up not without a fight
Scratch and claw like a schizophrenic fighting to win over against my personalities
Finally I place the last hinge on the cage to hold my thoughts in place
My thoughts are finally under control
I am in control now
Valentines Thoughts
I have a lot to offer I am of value
A friendship with me is worthwhile
I have faltered and made many a misstep
Now am trying to head down the right path
On the road to redemption and forgiveness
Only wanting to bring peace and love with me
Joy can be had if you want it
I am here to offer it and add a smile to your face
Life can be so dark and dreary without someone
Feeling isolated and alone is the worst feeling
Enemy number one a target on your back
Don't shoot me I plead
Give me a chance to be your friend
I wont let you down
I have love to give
A friendship with me is worthwhile
I have faltered and made many a misstep
Now am trying to head down the right path
On the road to redemption and forgiveness
Only wanting to bring peace and love with me
Joy can be had if you want it
I am here to offer it and add a smile to your face
Life can be so dark and dreary without someone
Feeling isolated and alone is the worst feeling
Enemy number one a target on your back
Don't shoot me I plead
Give me a chance to be your friend
I wont let you down
I have love to give
Poem - Taken
You were taken from me in the night
Like a blanket not quite fitting over my legs feet uncovered and cold
The place next to me where you used to lay your head is empty
Slightly warm and indented from where your body lay
Your smell lingers in the bed and
Stray pieces of hair lay on the pillow where you head used to lay
Gone like a mystery that may never be solved
Steadfast you were there for me together we slept
Joy and laughter emitted out mouths and shown on our faces
Like permanent makeup never to come off that is suddenly wiped away
I wait for you to return to my side
Hoping you will come back one day to brighten my day
Your presence was not my entire life I can survive without you
Your body and soul enriched my life so much
I search for you near and far hoping to find you once again
Never giving up hope
Like a blanket not quite fitting over my legs feet uncovered and cold
The place next to me where you used to lay your head is empty
Slightly warm and indented from where your body lay
Your smell lingers in the bed and
Stray pieces of hair lay on the pillow where you head used to lay
Gone like a mystery that may never be solved
Steadfast you were there for me together we slept
Joy and laughter emitted out mouths and shown on our faces
Like permanent makeup never to come off that is suddenly wiped away
I wait for you to return to my side
Hoping you will come back one day to brighten my day
Your presence was not my entire life I can survive without you
Your body and soul enriched my life so much
I search for you near and far hoping to find you once again
Never giving up hope
Poem - The Track
She reaches her hands into her jacket pockets trying to tunnel deeper to keep warm
Crisp air chilling her face as she breathes out the warm air from her lips
The blood rushes to her skin causing her skin to turn a shade of pink
The wind blowing all around her causing wisps of hair to come undone
Jacket tightening and scarf fluffing to keep the warmth of her body in
The rumble under her feet begins as she waits for the coming train on the platform
Rushing and whirring all around the train comes into the station
Passing her by with a constant vibration stirring her and shaking her body
Electricity in the air from the motion makes the hair stand up on her neck
The train comes to a thunderous stop in front of her with a slight screeching
The doors open and the passengers flood by her
Pushing past her in their hurry to go about their lives
Lost in the moment she hesitates her feet unable to move or take the next step
Her feet stuck to the concrete of the platform
Wiling herself to take the next step into the train
The warm air inside the train caresses her skin like an inviting blanket
The doors shut behind her and the train begins to move forward
Reaching up she grabs the steel pole as she steadies herself
The steel cold from the air warms from her touch
Sitting next to the window she gazes out into the cityscape passing her by
Crisp air chilling her face as she breathes out the warm air from her lips
The blood rushes to her skin causing her skin to turn a shade of pink
The wind blowing all around her causing wisps of hair to come undone
Jacket tightening and scarf fluffing to keep the warmth of her body in
The rumble under her feet begins as she waits for the coming train on the platform
Rushing and whirring all around the train comes into the station
Passing her by with a constant vibration stirring her and shaking her body
Electricity in the air from the motion makes the hair stand up on her neck
The train comes to a thunderous stop in front of her with a slight screeching
The doors open and the passengers flood by her
Pushing past her in their hurry to go about their lives
Lost in the moment she hesitates her feet unable to move or take the next step
Her feet stuck to the concrete of the platform
Wiling herself to take the next step into the train
The warm air inside the train caresses her skin like an inviting blanket
The doors shut behind her and the train begins to move forward
Reaching up she grabs the steel pole as she steadies herself
The steel cold from the air warms from her touch
Sitting next to the window she gazes out into the cityscape passing her by
Done
I am done
Giving up all hope
I am at the lowest of low
All I want is a second chance
Instead I am swept under the rug
Discarded with the trash of the day
Left along the side of the road like a tree branch
Blown down by a gust of wind
Giving up all hope
I am at the lowest of low
All I want is a second chance
Instead I am swept under the rug
Discarded with the trash of the day
Left along the side of the road like a tree branch
Blown down by a gust of wind
Thoughts of the Day
This is a good song by When In Rome called The Promise. I believe that songs have a way of encapsulating our lives and this song does that to me right now.
If you need a friend,
don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end,
I'll always be there.
And when you're in doubt,
and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around,
and I'll be there.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.
When your day is through,
and so is your temper,
You know what to do,
I'm gonna always be there.
Sometimes if I shout,
it's not what's intended.
These words just come out,
with no gripe to bear.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.
I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya, I gotta tell ya, I gotta tell yaaaa ...
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will ...
I will...
I will...
I will
If you need a friend,
don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end,
I'll always be there.
And when you're in doubt,
and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around,
and I'll be there.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.
When your day is through,
and so is your temper,
You know what to do,
I'm gonna always be there.
Sometimes if I shout,
it's not what's intended.
These words just come out,
with no gripe to bear.
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.
I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya, I gotta tell ya, I gotta tell yaaaa ...
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...
I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will ...
I will...
I will...
I will
Poem - Done
I am done with this so called life
This one that I try to live
Day by day creeping along
Sucking in air that is toxic yet sustaining
Done with the environment of cold hearts
A fire burns with in my throat
I scream out in anger
Life swirls around me like a vacuum sucking up the remains of the day
I am tired and weak but continue to engage
Tired of all the bullshit and fucking games
Wishing for it all to end
I try to be thoughtful of others I truly do
My actions get whipped back in my face
Shooting at my like a hose on full blast
My mind swims trying to catch my breath
My body attempts to remain stable
I am about to give up
I am done
This one that I try to live
Day by day creeping along
Sucking in air that is toxic yet sustaining
Done with the environment of cold hearts
A fire burns with in my throat
I scream out in anger
Life swirls around me like a vacuum sucking up the remains of the day
I am tired and weak but continue to engage
Tired of all the bullshit and fucking games
Wishing for it all to end
I try to be thoughtful of others I truly do
My actions get whipped back in my face
Shooting at my like a hose on full blast
My mind swims trying to catch my breath
My body attempts to remain stable
I am about to give up
I am done
Poem - Holding Tight
Holding tight not wanting to let you go
I feel the warmth of your body pressed against my skin
Your silky hair caresses my face like a soft pillow I can lay on for hours
Its silky and smooth and feels wonderful against my cheek
My arms wrap around your back holding you tight
Wishing I could hold you like this forever
Not letting go
Laying here letting the sun shine down on us from the window
Light flickering in through the blinds
Particles of dust floating in the air
I love the way our bodies mesh together as one
Your breath on my ear as you whisper that everything will be okay
Pure heaven
Holding you tight
I feel the warmth of your body pressed against my skin
Your silky hair caresses my face like a soft pillow I can lay on for hours
Its silky and smooth and feels wonderful against my cheek
My arms wrap around your back holding you tight
Wishing I could hold you like this forever
Not letting go
Laying here letting the sun shine down on us from the window
Light flickering in through the blinds
Particles of dust floating in the air
I love the way our bodies mesh together as one
Your breath on my ear as you whisper that everything will be okay
Pure heaven
Holding you tight
Poem - Shattered
A dozen knives cutting my skin
I feel like I have jumped through a plate glass window
Shattered to bits the shards of glass pierce my skin
The blood running down my arms and legs
Pooling on the ground
I feel my pulse in my ear
Thump, thump, thump, thump
I apply puffy white gauze to my wounds
The blood soaks through
Its a never ending process
Ground around me filled with discarded bandages
All with bits of my soul on them
I cling to my wounds wishing the bleeding would stop
All hope seems lost at times
No end to the madness may seem to be in sight
I cant give up hope, I must persevere
I feel like I have jumped through a plate glass window
Shattered to bits the shards of glass pierce my skin
The blood running down my arms and legs
Pooling on the ground
I feel my pulse in my ear
Thump, thump, thump, thump
I apply puffy white gauze to my wounds
The blood soaks through
Its a never ending process
Ground around me filled with discarded bandages
All with bits of my soul on them
I cling to my wounds wishing the bleeding would stop
All hope seems lost at times
No end to the madness may seem to be in sight
I cant give up hope, I must persevere
Always on My Mind
This is one of my favorite songs...I love all the versions of it but especially love the Pet Shop Boys version that I have posted below.
Maybe I didnt treat you quite as good as I should
Maybe I didnt love you quite as often as I could
Little things I shouldve said and done, I never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Maybe I didnt hold you all those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you, Im so happy that youre mine
If I made you feel second best, Im so sorry, I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
Satisfied
Little things I shouldve said and done, I never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Maybe I didnt treat you quite as good as I should
Maybe I didnt love you quite as often as I could
Maybe I didnt hold you all those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you, Im so happy that youre mine
(maybe I didnt love you...)
Maybe I didnt treat you quite as good as I should
Maybe I didnt love you quite as often as I could
Little things I shouldve said and done, I never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Maybe I didnt hold you all those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you, Im so happy that youre mine
If I made you feel second best, Im so sorry, I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
Satisfied
Little things I shouldve said and done, I never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Maybe I didnt treat you quite as good as I should
Maybe I didnt love you quite as often as I could
Maybe I didnt hold you all those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you, Im so happy that youre mine
(maybe I didnt love you...)
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